Muie's Journal

okay im totally pissed off! i only got 64 for social policy! i deserved a distinction! a credit atleast! boo

anyhow last night was interesting SUE DIRTY DANCED!!! lol this dude was trying to dance with her all night and sue finally did it and was feeling his chest and all! lol mil and i were laughing and sue later denied it but then admitted it.

yeah so anyhow the next bit was so much more interesting which involved me giving sue and mil a lift, getting lost at sutherland and my car almost breaking down coz it overheated. RIP car! it basically took them 2 hours to get home but yeah. SCREW U CAR! lol i need to get a new one *cries*

OMGGGGGGGG I LOVE U MORRIS IEMMA! I'VE FOUND THE PERFECT JOB! now i just gotta apply for it

https://jobs.nsw.gov.au/JobDetails.asp?JobAdvertId=54349

its in the premiers cabinet or something researching policy! OMG I WANT IT! lol

I'm so nervous! ive been looking for jobs and finding nothing unless im an engineer or in IT, then i found this wonderful website.

I WANT THIS FUCKING JOB!!!!!!! GIVE ME THE FUCKING JOB MORRIS! lol ILL VOTE FOR U DAMNIT!

ok i was almost attacked by a giant moth just then. i was cooking when i heard a thump and i looked up and a moth as big as my hand was in front of me! so i screamed and yelled for my brother only to remember he was out, at which i started running for my life! only i turn around and the moth followed me! so i basically was screaming like a baby and running. lol but yes the thrilling end to this amazing story was when i grabbed my brothers richardson and wrench golf umbrella opened it up and started trying to shoo the horrid thing toward the door, it landed on the outside of the door so i just shut the door. in conclusion, im never opening up that freaking door again.

yes :) im going to do sues scrapbook today :) i got my foto's wee and im going to attempt to start looking for a job only im scared and i want to die. *dies*

yeah i should upload pics right now but im not in the mood

im totally sore coz i fell over a bottle of bleach! and now i got red marks on my legs from wear it burnt me and also bruises from landing on myself and getting my ankle caught in the door. ohh fun!

went to sculptures by the sea yesters, it was cool, first time to bondi. i really dont think its that special. coogee is nicer and same with null if u ask me but yeah.

and my car is on its last legs, its apparently going to give out in a months time, some gasket thing which is going to cost a lot to fix plus insurance due plus tires and plus all this other crap. so we're just going to leave it. which means i gotta start saving! i already have $8000 but yeah, i wanna spent around $10 000 and maybe get a honda civic!

okay im really tired, dumb idea working today when i should be studying.

stupidest customer of the day, asked me if she could get a discount coz a table cloth was out of its packet, ONLY IT WASN'T, lol it was in a freaking bag, not touched. dumb arse, she was rude too.

weeeeeeeeee i need to study :(

wow ryan phillipe and reese witherspoon broke up, im kinda not shocked but yeah, i dont know why famous ppl bother getting married they never stay together anyhow.

i went to lunch with the homies today! wow :) im sure n is sick of seeing me now :O lol its fun just to hang out and be dickheads.

lol does tegan realise more attention is brought to her when she ignores the camera?! DONT IGNORE THE CAMERA TEGAN! EMBRACE THE CAMERA! anyhow im just watching the david jones bathroom video, its funny. i look weird i think, i hope i dont look like that, only i know i do :O maybe ts coz im not looking at my mirror image or something, or im not used to looking at myself in real life.

i have 2 cages of books to do today, i kinda just want to get it over and done with. eeeeeps, i should be studying

okay things i have to do today/over the weekend:
do resume!
go out to dinner
go out to festival
go to church
do angelas scrapbook
maybe i should study or make sure my notes are in order, prolly a good idea

and i basically do not want to do anything that means im changing! yay!

i have an overwhelming feeling of dread. like its just at the back of my throat. i dunno if its dread or sadness or what but yeah.

i blog heaps :)

I was going to ask ben out of sunday but he msged me today and said he was busy for the next two weeks and he gave me his email address :)

but apart from that funnily enough nothing has changed since i blogged last.

PPL SHOULD BLOG MORE!

yeah im in the mood for some updating of my blog like the background and crap! it can be another procrastination to do morrow :(

well it was officially my last day today of uni, i didn't say goodbye, maybe i should have! im all sad now like seriously, it hasnt kicked in yet.

GOODBYE! I LOVE U QUADRANGLE! i wonder what would have happened in my life if i had made different choices and where i'd be today, who knows.

i broke my nail at work and its really annoying me. they say they might move me back to host instead of books :( i dun wanna go! i love books too much! im going to ask to stay in books, i doubt they'll let me though.

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just had to let that out

i had a kit kat chunky today, the cookie dough one, it was pretty nice but im chocolate intolerant and i felt sick after eating half, then the other half fell, so i chucked it out. I also tried a rasberry twirl, it was alright, the chocolate tasted like rasberry.

I once read over sent emails for a few months that i had sent to ppl and i was totally shocked coz i wouldnt have guessed i speak like i do, i didnt recognise the emails basically, i think if i reread my lj it'll be the same. Do i speak in real life like i do on lj? :O

anyhow i just finished making a birthday card for my bro's gf, its exactly the same as the one i made for angela. i think its funny, its a pic of david hasselhoff naked with puppies and it says "hoff" a happy birthday lol im so lame, everyone is getting one for their birthday!. and b4 any comments are made ang doesnt read her lj, plus im giving it to her in a few hours :)

anyhow monique was kicked off ANTM! which is good! coz i hated her! and now melrose is acting like a bitch and making comments on how anchell is ugly! so i hope she goes too! she's an old hag!

yes last day of uni morrow forever :( or atleast until i decide to go back, which could be never but i dunno, it wouldnt surprise me if i decided i wanted to be a social worker.

*does a dance* baby don't be gentle i can handle it.

ARUBA. lol where is aruba and what is it? is it a country? or what? did i even spell it right?

NOELENE'S FAMOUS! http://www.smh.com.au/news/perspectives/for-progress-press-the--key/2006/10/23/1161455663063.html

okay so supernova are having a concert in march and TOBY yes my future husband, is performing with his band so i really wanna go, but not alone :( does anyone want to come with me? i dont know anyone else who watched the tv show damnit. but yeah i think ill send round an email and if worst comes to worst harrass ppl lol.

i did basically nothing today, slept, went to uni for one lecture but yeah, it was boring. ITS THE LAST WEEK OF UNI! KILL ME! HOW SCARY!

i messaged ben :O and yeah he asked me my last name and i told him and i asked him his and he goes its a mystery i'll just have to tell u next time i see you. lol but yes looks like im seeing him again.

i notice i blog heaps now :O i wonder how long this will last for.

blah blah blah blah blah blah blah i'm so tired.

i went shopping today, :) had to do a mystery shop and i got ang's present :) i really like it its a ruby and diamond ring set in white gold. hopefully it will fit.

anyhow i feel so weird now, i met up with ben today, i decided i like him. he's really nice and not sleazy which is kinda not what i expected, only he's 19 :( (but he's really cute, blue eyes and dark hair so i'll forgive him) i dunno what to do now like yeah, what happens next! what happens if he doesnt like me ? maybe he wont call? maybe i should call him? i might msg him morrow? and say like thanx or something. i dunno it was really awkward at the end like yeah he hugged me and kissed me bye but yeah.

i'm shutting up now :(

blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

hahaha now im excited, i dunno y but i just am. Ben called and asked me to meet up with him morrow for coffee and its not that im excited coz i like ben but coz i got asked out i think but yeah.

we'll see what happens.

i saw cirque du soliel yesterday which was really cool :) i wish it had like a story to it though, that would have made it better. coz i really didnt get this one.

then tegan and i ate thai at nulla, which was hella noisy, but the food was really great. it outta be coz tegan decided to park on the beach, and we had to run up to the mall whilst it was raining! totally not fun in heals!

wee im in the mood for blogging, even though i said id be doing my resume now. :) which i willll.

anyhow im feeling really happy today, i just woke up and was like wow im happy. lol

I had fun with lauren last night, we rock and boo to all the guys that dogged us, but if they hadn't dogged us we wouldn't have had the night we had :)

lauren and i were on the line to get into the round house, and we met this guy, patrick, who was totally cute and nice, but was disgusted to find out our ages. lol coz he was first year, he really looked like andy! (to me anyhow and i think like most guys look like andy)

the night seemed to go quick? but yeah then i ended up with this dude called ben. lol but yeah. i dunno about him. like he stayed with me the rest of the night and i got a message when i got home which i was surprised about. but yeah i don't really care if he calls or not (would have prefered patrick).

i decided to blog again :O
its past midnight i should be sleeping and i forgot to tell angela im not going to class morrow ooooooooops, i wonder if i should do it now? maybe itll wake her? i might do it anyhow

i said id work during the day instead so then i could partay at night, i dunno if the store manager knows, maybe ill call her b4hand, only she kinda scares me! i have no idea why the old store manager didn't scare me though.

anyhow speaking of books and my lovely section at kmart, its kinda messy now coz i've gotten like 2 flat tops of new books in and whatever it laying on the floor, and there's kinda no room! coz the lovely store manager decided to make books smaller. so i am very happy

i am also crapping on. i dun wanna sleep.

i hate monique from antm, she's so nasty, she spent 3 and a half hours on the phone! how rude.

and also my brothers feet smell, i can smell them from here. pooey.

i pity the fool!

anyhow i went to the hairdresser today with every intention of becoming a blonde, so they put streaks in my hair, but its piss weak! i do not look blonde! hence im annoyed. and i have to wait like a few weeks till i can get it done again.
my dad noticed, i did not, he said it looks better than the red, i like the red better. anyhow the end

i went to this talk in the night about pharmaceutical sales cadetship, it costs $8500 for 2 months, but u earn $40 000-$50 000 in the first year. me in sales though? i dunno? opinion? ill apply anyhow i think

ive been craving a mcflurry only 2 days in a row maccas has had no icecream! any idea whats going on? i think there's a strike coz its been 2 different maccas.

okay so i saw this dude from my psych class today and he grew a beard, i asked y he grew a beard and he said its to delay getting a job, coz he cant go to job interviews with a beard. I SHOULD GROW A BEARD! lol itll be a slow growing beard, but a beard none the less.

i started looking for jobs today :( i found a few, im going to send in my applications on friday on my day off. im going to an information evening morrow night for pharmeceutical sales cadetship and i think i spelt that wrong but too bad! any one want to come? weeee

i'm never going to get a job coz im a dumb arseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

i should prolly update coz im lazy. let me think about interestingness thats happened:
- demitri demitri committed suicide, he was my first year sociology tutor. Ang and i used to make fun of him. but yeah i totally didnt c it coming. I kinda cried a bit when i first heard about it.
- i was at my grandmothers place and this dude came around who knows a friend of my grandmothers, he's trying to get elected as the federal liberal candidate for our area and trying to sign ppl up into the liberal party so they can vote for him. I just thought it was funny, he did my degree and my major but finished last year and i remember him, but yeah. he gave me his card and was all like call me, if ur interested in joining the liberal party etc.

- the new ppl started at work, i can already tell i don't like them. i dunno y but im not in the mood for new ppl. BUGGER OFF NEW PPL. lol im so mean. wooooooooooo

- in a month i graduate, i'm scared, kill me now bleh

ohhh and im going to the big day out as soon as i give lauren my money, woohoo the killers, brandon better take his shirt off! i want value for my money! lol

i feel sickkkkkkkk, damn u science! i had to do a drinking experiment for learning and i think im gonna chuck, i already ate a sandwhich and a curly wurly to cover the taste but its not working :(

*shakes my fist angrily at science*